i'm so overjoyed in our long time-out from infinite quizzes, boring lectures and sleepless nights. yey! in 2 weeks, we will only be attending school for 6 days and we have 8 days of free time. So watcha say? watcha watcha say? LOL. and guess what? i'm already tired. of oversleeping! so guys, please do plan some fun. invite me over and let's get it on.

nights in rodanthe is one of my favorite Nicholas Sparks' book. and it is now a motion picture. another yey! i'm off to another movie marathon and i just finished love guru and angus, thongs and perfect snogging. i'm glad that i spent my teenage years here at the Phlippines. really.

me and my Mr. Right Now are in so-in-love-as-if-we-will-last feeling. i don't want to get used to it. i suck at things like this. he makes me feel the perfect non-existent feeling i can't explain that is all bullshit. oh whatever.

again. dreams. and i swear. THEY ARE ALL TRUE.

Wedding
To dream that you are planning your own wedding to someone you never met, is a metaphor symbolizing the union of your masculine and feminine side. It represents a transitional phase where you are seeking some sort of balance between your aggressive side and emotional side.

Pageant
To watch or dream that you are in a beauty pageant, refers to your own insecurities about your appearances. You are constantly comparing yourself to others and how you measure up to them. You may also be subscribing to society's standards of beauty.

Chocolate
To see chocolate in your dream, signifies self-reward. It also denotes that you may be indulging in too many excesses and need to practice some restraint.

Chalkboard
To see a chalkboard in your dream, represents the classroom and the difficulties you may have experienced in school. There is a lesson to be learned from this dream. You may feel that you are being put to the test. Consider what is being written on the chalkboard. Alternatively, it signifies your debts.

those who know everything about me and stuff. see?? see?? i was amazed!

i'm having weird dreams recently. kevjumba, a mad horse, nutella && lots of 'em weird stuff. this hot afternoon nap, i had a weird dream again. and all i remember is that i'm soo effin' thirsty. and as interpretated by dreammoods.com, it says that:

Thirst
To dream that you are thirsty, symbolizes an unmet need. You may be seeking for some inspiration, motivation or extra push. To quench your thirst in your dream, indicates that you have the ability to succeed and fulfill your desires.

Horse
To see a black or dark horse in your dream, signifies mystery, wildness, and the unknown. You may be taking a chance or gamble at some unknown area. It may even represents occult forces.

i'm not really the kind who'll believe in such. && honestly, i do pray before i hit the sack.
hhhmm.. i need an inspiration. :D

- a BRIEF love affair.
- a BRIEF time of unrestrained pleasures or dissipation.
- a BRIEF sexual or romantic relationship.

BRIEF. short. abrupt. sudden.
can it be defined as something special that just didn't work out long enough to be called a 'serious relationship'? what is it that brings men and women together for casual flings or lifetime commitments? the hell i know.

it was 5 days of pure bliss. i don't know if it'll end sooner. i don't know if those were excuses. i can't blame me or him for why i acted that way comes naturally. if of course i wasn't easy. i really am not. measly fight? it isn't. argh! i'm making a biggie out of a frivolous matter. what about bubbly? anonymous and together? and did God really intend my 5 days to be the Prelim week? i don't get it. haha. i told him i'll wait. i know how this would end up, though. he didn't even get to read it. he left already. haha. and duh? wait? me? bite me! haha. and from this hour on, i shall stop acting like i was frickin in lurve.

"Say it again for me
Cuz i love the way it feels when you are telling me that i’m
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It’s like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you’re in love"


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AN HOUR AFTER POSTING THIS, OK NA. HE DIDN'T MAKE AN EXCUSE. IT WAS ALL TRUE. HAHA!
"now we're back together, together. i wanna show you, my heart is oh so true." la la la la la.. :x

omg! i'm sooo in loove with FRED! check him out && his cute creations. CLICK HERE.

today's been a very rough and tumble day. i wasn't able to lay on the arms of Morpheus. honestly. no exaggerations. i was 14 hours on the qui vive. 3pm-5pm. Pharmacy Informatics and Pharmacy Administration harassing my exhausted, fatigued, tuckered-out mind causing caffeine and glutaphos to fail their grinds. YET! i was acting like an overdosed REDBULL bibber. overjoy-ed. with eerie thoughts going inside of me. and right at this very moment, i SHOULD continue studying Dispensing and Biopharmaceutics. i just felt like i need to blog about this.
on our Dispensing handout, 36th slide. it says:

kung ikaw ay isang AUGUSTINE batch 2006,

i know most of you aren't familiar with the movie. it's a japanese movie based on the famous death note movies. it's not actually the sequel because it's mainly L's character who's on focus. i've been waiting for this movie for soooo long! thanks to whoever on CR uploaded this. i hate it that i can't share this feeling with anyone! argh! i love L Lawliet! i love Ken'ichi Matsuyama! he's the best asian movie character my eyes have ever seen. he's so cute. he's a 101 % genius. a smart ass. he's funny and sweet and all. his expression is priceless everytime someone tries to touch him and stuff. it was soooo cute. T.T i cried right after it was about to end. there will be no more L movies. T.T L LAWLIET rests in peace. :(( i LLLUURVVEE YOU L!

i say GUYS have a whole lot of nay traits, occupying the dictionary with those words that are veto. weirdos. losers. freaks. evil. shady. worthless. gross. damnable. pervert. wicked. hazardous. rotten. unruly. criminal. cruddy. diseased. diabolic. liars. lousy. impotent. putrid. dreadful. junky. and the list goes on. GUY readers, calm down. i'm not trying to ire your head up and make you touch off rage. i define this- OPINION. or as defined by dictionary.com, a personal view, attitude, or appraisal. indeed not all guys possess those poor qualities. and i'm exaggerating. i say, SOME. how many songs were written describing how a girl feels towards a guy under the weather? or atleast something related to it. i did a quick scan on my playlists, specifically the senti ones. and i'm naming just some.

irreplaceable.
losing the love.
teardrops on my guitar.
i will survive.
tatooed on my mind.
forever is not as long as it used to be.
call me when you're sober.

and a lot more. i can't blame for ne-yo's go on girl, though. and other famous retort to "girl songs". girls are humans too. and so are the guys. so what's up with my double talk? so here's my concern. i've checked several friendster accounts of my unknown and infamous viewers. browsed their page and dipped into photos. comments next. here are samples for profile # 1. (read from bottom to top.)

flirty girl: kala ko single ka? i'm outta here!

official girl: *endearment*, cno yan??? hey flirty girl, *&^%!@#&* ka!

flirty girl: hi! bakit di ka na nagtetext? i always see you at school. ang cute mo!

official girl: i love you *endearment*, forever and ever and ever. mwuah! mwuah! mwuuaahh!

random girl: thanks for the add cutie.

surreal? the guy's status is, SINGLE. i dunno what's wrong and what's the truth behind those comments and stuff. who am i to judge? a tidal wave of cheating is coming to town. the guy opened his account 5 days ago. and the comments rained everyday. so now i wonder if he really is SINGLE again or what. he's got the face i assure you. anyway, moving on to profile # 2.

STATUS: It's complicated

he has this photo album, "BABY AND MEE. 14 FOREVER." and the album is congested with his face and his girl's with captions saying as if they were married already and were perfectly, totally in love with each other. and guess what?? he messaged me, saying this:

"hi! kmusta? cn i get ur number? maybe we can get to know each other and hit it off. :) what do you think?? i'll wait."

if i had a boyfriend and knew about this, wait his ass! i'm gonna curse him forever! like what i'm doing now with my ex. haha. is it that guys aren't good in keeping those flirting open and shut while we girls are good at hiding ang making the best excuses? no comment. :D i don't know.

i all know about this and still am open and excited for some whimsical romance. i like sweet and tough guys. it's easy to find one i know. but, the one who's not into the same level with those of friendster profile # 1 and 2? i doubt if they're still existing. maybe. i know that one of the some is still out there FOR ME. and for those who are deserving. see, i'm not bitter. haha. this post is so long! :D

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N & V?! WTF?! i've always hated Vanessa. N's mine! bwahahaha! :P in case you might be wondering, that's not in real life. :P season 2 that is. :D argh.

i'm a Gossip Girl junkie and it all started with just one commercial from ETC. one commercial. enough to make me all hooked up and fall for N. haha. and like you, i'm atwitter for the 2nd season. and.. (don't continue reading if you don't wanna know)

Rumors are that…

*Chuck and Blair fight over Chuck’s dalliance with Amelia.
*Dan and Serena stay apart; Serena and Nate have a summer fling while Vanessa and Dan get closer.
*Blair shows up at the Hamptons and is surprised to see Serena and Nate together again; jealousy rears its ugly head. Reportedly, they have a fight and Blair plots revenge.

*Michelle Trachtenberg is coming back as Georgina and Nicole Richie may be guesting.

NEW CHARACTERS:

Catherine Mason
Model turned Upper East Side wife who summers in the Hampstons. She knows how to use her sexuality to manipulate every situation. Reportedly has a fling with Nate.

Marcus Beaton
Good looking British young man with a royal upbringing. Hmm, is this Blair’s royal fling from the books?

Sebastian Harris
Famous author in the spirit of Norman Mailer. Dan’s boss for the summer.

-ayt. this may seem like torture for some and i'm stopping here. sounds interesting huh? CAN'T WAIT! "xoxo, gossip girl." :D

i couldn't think of a nice fitful blog title that would make the the augustine and thomas open this so i did stick to the usual, boring one. just wanna share you guys how IS looked a bit different and not the same anymore. feel free to post your ROUGH comments. haha. unfortunate for us we wasn't able to snatch a snapshot of our dearest sir paul.

so?? drug-free huh?? be thankful di naabutan batch naten ng drug-testing. no bui? :D
                          covered court. nothing has changed much on this. :D                            wala lang?? overlooking augustine room. hehe. :DUST. those tables look familiar. and primarily, those can be found sa MAIN. tira-tira ng main napupunta sa IS? tsk. notice those stuff sa left side.                   gando no? yan yung mga nsa side ng UST. sarap sirain. :D joke!plant box. gandaaa! :D dati mga dry na uber sunburned plants yung mga nanjan. :D improving! :P
after seeing this, i dunno. makes me wanna cry. haha. priceless. nothing has changed. the sink. the chairs. the exhaust fan. everything! T.T sigh. i still remember where i used to sit. :(

oh yes. it's infallible. i'm soo busted. and i've lots of extra-curricular activities coming up. i'll find ways. i'm not letting ME out of my own scene. unless i deprive myself of liking money right where i can see it-hanging in my closet. it'll take time and i have "responsibilities" and some money issues. i can handle it i know. it's like a prudence management kind of thing. haha. wish me luck! by the way..














another food fest and i've grown more into cooking coz of time freedom && i'm lovin' it! and oh. those are chicken roll and baked mussels. :D

3rd year, here i come! i used to think that reaching 3rd year is close to unattainable but here i am, fitting my white shoes. and i'm kinda elated by the thought of it coz knowing how i performed during my 2nd year and my summer class, i'm really expecting to flunk. thank God!

my bangs are back baby. but my complexion isn't around yet. no signs of  fairness. :( and this will bring me to my minor surgery "kuno" to a skin whitening process. i'm scared of needles. i really am. but if this is my only way to fast whitening, i'll surely have what it takes to be "whitened", even a jot. haha. sounds like idiotic and despondent. yeah, dope here. :D

"I love you, Gabby, more than you'll ever know. You're everything I've ever wanted in a wife. You're every hope and every dream I've ever had, and you've made me happier than any man could possibly be, I don't ever want to give that up. I can't. Can you understand that?"
-The Choice, Nicholas Sparks

My de trop wailing gave my eyes a blown and bulgy feel after I read the book. I've always loved Nicholas Sparks, from A Walk to Remember to The Notebook. The guy never failed to feed my trifling love figments. And again, I swear The Choice has already made the fanciful side of me more whimsy. It made me believe that as if true love really exists. Well of course, my mind is resoluted about its being fiction. Even so, loved it much! And i'm off to more of his works. Any suggestion? I'm eyeing on At First Sight. Can't wait! :D

okay. i'm lost for words. i don't know how to start this. one thing- I'M OFFICIALLY IN LOVE with this god. we met while watching KYLE XY where he's the title character. i found myself focusing on the laptop screen as i tilted my head closer to him, i noticed his angled cheekbones and clean skin. His brown hair is a bit wavy, curling naturally at the ends, and his teeth gleamed white. Up close, he was good-looking--okay, really, good-looking! but i suspected that he knew it as well. i'm so lost in thought everytime those gray eyes would come staring back at me and after that, i'll end up staring nowhere in sough. wishing he's mine. :D

Read that right. I really can't think of a nice blog title that's why. So, my day. I went out with ALING. We had the greatest time ever. i guess it's because the last time we went out was like 2 years ago. And I do missed the blaring! It wasn't a good place for it though. It was me who was noisy all the time. haha. Talk about being 'talked' behind our backs because of my being loud. ATLEAST BABAE AKO! mga bading na yun! poser! haha. that happened in starbucks. i can't say more, THEY SUCK! anyway, well after that, we saw TIMOTHY! yey! :] we went dilly-dallying and of course as what pleases me and aling, we kinda like revived our old hobby, boy hunting! haha. okay. it isn't old. i admit. i'll be having violent reactions with those words i know. well anyway, the three of us watched a movie. and guess what, you all know that. READ: my blog title. yeah. twas nice! ASHTON is so damn fine. swear! even with that 'the 80's' hair, he still is an Achilles to me. Aryt 'nuff said. Well actually, i've gone too far, i'm supposed to blog about this funny thing we experienced. Remember, we are CES, TIMO and ALING.

      who the hell is SES, KIM and ADIE? that should be CES, TIM & ALING. haha.

thank God, i'm soo having my REAL VACATION. and i've to use it to the ultimate. coz due to some personal stuff involving the diabolic joycie & my cursed course, im worrying my ass off ALL THE TIME. think about not having my hospital internship while everybody does. no, some. i want no solicitude please joycie have mercy!

well anyway, today is a SUNDAY. :)
and tomorrow is MONDAY. what's the biggie??
PHARMA's outing! yey! :]
and so, i went to SM and bought stuff for tomorrow. again, i had a hard time. why?
READ: i NEED wheels. :] *ehem*

haha. :P so, pictures. :)

strawberry shortcake in the house! with borgy. :] (her foot's in dt position coz ngllro kme piko :D)

i was watching FAMILY GUY last nyt and there's this episode where stewie got addicted with pancakes. and so i craved for it. :P the next thing i know is i'm at pancake house already, munching on my choco chip pancakes. :] yumm!

oh ya, that's the POOR me at pancake house. i ate ALONE that's why. oh ya, i've no bangs and i'm wearing a headband. yeah ryt. still pretty though. :] haha.

bought this dress at kamiseta. the purplish pink one. :P i just used this white one for fitting purposes. plain. dull. boring. -not! haha. :P cant wait to use eeet! :P














another poor pictures of me. that's i guess between 6am-7am today. pame knows that! :Pi slept at around 7am maybe? don't get me wrong. di ako excited sa outing ng pharma. OA. haha. i just can't sleep. and how do i look? do i look like a freak? like those hypermarket people who danced suddenly when 'papaya' was played. haha. they kinda scared the hell outta me. haha. a warning: pag nkita niyo silang nka-line near the cashier, that means, SASAYAW SILA! run for your lives! haha. :P i dun find it entertaining kasi. :P sorry! :]

oha. EMO. :] and what's with the thunder and rain?? halata bng fake?? :P hehe.

                                                 oha. oha. another. :]

                               close to a vector art huh?? waduyu think?? :D


"And don't tell me you’re sorry cuz you’re not
Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
You really had me going "
 

Mom,
You are the anchor of my life. My greatest support. I know that even if everybody leaves me, and there are no friends left with me, you will be there. If I knew as a child what I know now, I probably wouldn't have made things so hard for you. I would have understood that you were looking out for my best interest even though it may not have seemed so at the time. I would have realized how fortunate I was to have a mother who was always there for me. While it's too late for a lot of things it's not too late for me to tell you that I appreciate how loving you are, how giving you've always been and that even though I may not always be good at showing it, I love you very much.

THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING. :)

i've been watching House since forever and at first, watching it really makes me feel terrible. they are solving a one-in-a-million kind of cases which means the diseases involved are pretty rare. call me a paranoid but i have this very awful feeling like as if any of those disease might hit me. oh no! i dun want to see myself in a hospice, it's not really a nice relaxing weekend getaway. oh yeah, except if i'll be treated by the dreamy Dr. Robert Chase. then i'd love to stay under the care of his arms. haha. as if. the show uplifts my spirits though. of becoming the PERFECT DOCTOR. haha. another as if. i'm so into the show. i just finished Season 3 and im off to Season 4 but House's team's gone. which means, Chase isn't part of the story anymore. APPARENTLY. i dunno. we'll see. House's a talented ass. should i say Hugh Laurie? haha. he knows how to play the guitar-all sorts of em, piano and other stuff. he can SING too! and obviously, winning such major awards, he's a good actor. i'm guessing that he's a menopause baby. haha. SEASON 4 here i come! :P